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Experimenting with Morning Pages


In her book, “The Artist Way,” Julia Cameron describes her process of preparing for creative work. Each day, she writes three pages in long-hand about whatever comes to mind. In doing so, she clears out the mental fog. I view the practice similar to stretching muscles before dancing: a prepared muscle works faster and better. Likewise, random doodling and experimenting can prepare the brain for other creative work. Instead of writing words, I worked on the above. There’s no intent, other than just exercising the creative brain. So how do you exercise your creativity?

I used to under-estimate the power of the draft. I do not mean the NFL kind of draft. I mean the first-start-of-a-project-but-nothing-like-the-finished-product-draft.

Over the past month and a half, I have completed a lot of writing projects. Some were writing video scripts.  Others involved a complete revamp of procedures and processes for Communications/Media. Somewhere in all my writing, I figured out that if I just got something down on paper, I could worry about making it better later. All I needed was something with which to start.

Shortly after that realization, I started to speed through my project list! The amazing tool enabling this jump in production? The simple draft.

When I was younger, I thought drafting was a waste of time and creative-juice. Why write, sew, paint, draw, etc., multiple times when I could do it once and be finished? This assumption followed me into college where I spent hours in front of the computer, writing my papers. After staring a blank page, a moment of inspiration would hit and carry me for a spell. And so it would go, until my paper was finished. But honestly, they all needed editing anyway, so how much time did I really save?

A draft is simply that. A draft. It is the embryonic stage of an idea. It is the part where you start fleshing out what works and what does not. What you really want to communicate. Then, it becomes the start of a blueprint for the finished piece. You always make the draft better.

You always make the draft better. That is key. What is an idea, but a tenuous thought? A draft makes that thought tangible and malleable. Because it can be “touched,” it can be molded. It can be reshaped. From there, it can be birthed into completion and perfection.

Do not underestimate the power of the draft. Remember, the only thing that cannot be improved is nothing.

Every artist must answer the question: “Why?”

Why do you create what you create?  Why do you do what you do?

Every successful artist has answered this question:  Jonathan Adler creates his unique home décor with the adage of “happy chic.” Thomas Kinkade sought to “share the light” with his paintings and his faith. So why do you create?

I had to re-answer this question last week. In the middle of a routine project, the announcement of another change in our department and organization shook me to the core. It was all I could do to show up at work the following morning—and the morning after that, and that. After spending a half hour ranting about the situation, I had to rediscover the reason behind the “why’s” I was asking myself. Doing so has given me the incentive to push through the changes in my life and workplace, and to keep creating.

Your answer to “why” does not need to be a world-changing stunner (re: Jonathan Adler’s reason). But it does need to satisfy you. If you never answer “why,” you’ll never create art makes a difference.

This past Friday, I finished the last installment of the Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins.  I promise, no spoilers.  That said, throughout the whole story I had this peevish sense that something was…off.  Robo noticed it first.  He said my whole mood turned when I started reading the series.  Perhaps it had something to do with the violent atmosphere of the story?

All great storytellers ask a question in their story.  It’s the question that you, the listener, must answer for yourself if you’re to move on after finishing the tale.  In my previous post, I argued that the same is true for great art.  If great art gives us the framework to understand and appreciate the struggle of life, then stories give us questions about how to apply that framework.

Orson Scott Card does this beautifully throughout his Ender Quartet.  The ethical dilemmas are enough to make your head spin with wonder.  Clifford Simak asks what it means to be human in his tantalizing short-story collection, Skirmish.  Even stories within the biblical account demand we question our own character when faced with similar circumstances: would we murder a man after also committing adultery?  Would we defy government in favor of obeying only God?

Jeff Goins made this point in a powerful post about the thin line between art and entertainment:

“Entertainment makes us feel good…art, on the other hand, transforms us.”

Don’t get me wrong, I’m all for a good piece of entertainment.  There are days when I just want to escape and feel good.  But in my own work, I desire to produce art that transforms, not only entertains.

When I finished the last word of the epilogue to “Mockingjay” on Friday, I finally figured out what had bugged me throughout all three books: out of all the violence, corruption, and betrayal throughout the series, never once did I feel like I was asked a question to shape my life.

What questions does your art ask? How does your work shape another’s life?

A month ago, I was in Las Vegas, NV, for NAB 2012.  The video-geek in me was tickled.  Camera rigs from Jag35.  New EOS cinema cameras from Canon (*dies*).  That incredible presentation at the Adobe booth from the guys at Cantina Creative on the special effects they created for the then-yet-released Avengers movie (*dies again*).  Yet of all the goodies and new toys, the thing that impact me the most was from the NAB Bookstore. 

When I picked up “So You’re a Creative Genius; Now What?” by Carl King, I knew I needed to read the book.  It was the same feeling when I first picked up “What They Don’t Teach You In Film School,” by Camilla Landau.  I bought a copy, and proceeded to stay up the entire red-eye home.  Carl’s wisdom can be basically summed up like this: It’s okay to be brilliant, and here’s how to stay out of your own way.  I won’t go into the details here, because Carl said it much better.  But I do want to camp out on one point: It’s okay to be brilliant.

I say this because I have to remind myself of this.  When I was a kid, I was the smart one.  I had no problem lecturing adults on the adverse effects of non-organic peanut butter.  At age eight, I played my parents and my uncles and aunts at Trivial Pursuit and held my own.  I became a prolific writer and soon my bookshelf was lined with spiral bound notebooks filled with ideas and stories.  But somewhere along the way, after hearing too many variations of the phrases, “You need to let others answer questions first” and “Don’t show off,” I began to shut up.  And in the process I stopped trusting my ability.

I hit rock bottom at the age of twenty-one, unsure of what I wanted in life, not knowing what I liked or who I wanted to be.  I was depressed for a year, the brunt of it culminating around Christmas when I dove headfirst into a world of 1930’s jazz music, Star Wars marathons (for the record, I can’t stand Star Wars) and no socializing.  I know, weird mix.

The way out was slow.  Over the past 6 years, I rediscovered who I was, and what I liked, and what I wanted to do with my life.  But that rediscovery was not without learning to trust myself again.  And regaining the confidence to be brilliant, just as God made me to be.

In his book, Carl talks about four archetypes: The Artist, The Businessman, The Magician and The Fool.  We all start as The Fool.  Somewhere, we may end up as The Artist or The Businessman.  Both have their pros and cons.  Both have bad habits and good habits.  When most people arrive at either The Artist or The Businessman, they tend to stay put.  But the real one to try to be is The Magician.  These are the people who truly do something amazing.

Adobe just released the results of the “State of Create” Study, and the results are shocking.  Paraphrased from the opening paragraph on Adobe’s release page:

Eight out of ten people believe that unlocking creative potential is critical to economic growth.  Two thirds say creativity is valuable to society.  Yet only one in four people believe they’re living up to their creative potential. 

Did you read that?  One in FOUR people feel like they’re creative enough.

How many times have you been told, “Give it a rest”?  It’s okay to be brilliant.  Ever been told, “You’ll just overshadow everybody else”?  It’s okay to be brilliant.  What about that line you whisper to yourself as you hover the results of your latest creative endeavor over the trash bin, “I’m not good enough”?  It’s okay to be brilliant.

Everybody else may not know you’re brilliant.  That’s okay.  Believe it about yourself.  Because one in four people in this world aren’t living up to their creative potential.  Because we need more Magicians.

The first piece of handmade work I ever sold was a crochet beret.  Friends of my parents owned a bed and breakfast.  One weekend, they intended to have a mini-craft fair.  Knowing my family was full of creative ideas, they asked us to submit some of our work.  Mom sent in a couple of her braided rugs.  My sister offered her needlepoint cases.  I made some crochet hats based off of one I created for myself.

But…I didn’t have a lot of time to make them, so I hurried.  It’s not that I cut corners on purpose. I just didn’t pay attention to detail like I did when I made mine.  So my stitching wasn’t even.  The band didn’t stretch properly.  Still, I didn’t think too much of it.  Until I saw my first buyer place his hat on his head.  He thought it was great.  But to my regret, I thought it looked like a limp pancake, barely covering his hair.  I had eight bucks in my hand, and rock in my stomach.

Lesson learned: paying attention to your work, no matter what you create, is important. Craftsmanship is not just something valued by the new owner of your work.  It’s also required by you.

My friends Jonny and Hally got married last summer, and asked my husband and I to produce their wedding video.  This project is special.  It’s an honor to be asked to use my creative gifts to bless friends! 

I have my husband to thank for his coaching on how to approach this sort of project, as this is my first wedding video.  It’s very different than my typical, interview-based work.  We shot with a Canon 60D and a Sony Z7U.  The challenge came with combining shots from two types of cameras and making the color differences seamless. 

Jonny and Hally’s wedding took place at Camp Thunderbird, on Lake Wylie in South Carolina.  The music is “Leaves” by airtone, from ccmixter: http://ccmixter.org/people/airtone/uploads

I’m SIM

SIM USA President Bruce Johnson made this video for a recent gathering of people interested in missions.  SIM-Start is where somebody comes to learn about our organization, how we “do” things, and what kinds of people make up SIM.  I was delighted that Lilli P. shared this with me yesterday, because I had no idea the President of my USA office was making stuff like this, or that he even had a blog!  (I’ve no idea how I missed that memo)  This video, though made for other people, is a great look at just who makes up SIM.  After all, I’m SIM too!!!

Jacob Rodriguez ~ Serving in Ethiopia

Here’s another example of my work from the past couple of weeks.  This was a fun video to shoot with Jacob.  I love the passion the Lord has given him for teaching others!

First off, I want to say thank you.  I never expected so much feedback from part one of this series on Art, Faith and Inspiration.  I appreciate the comments!  There were so many good points, thoughts and suggestions that it’s hard to continue without acknowledging them.

A number of people responded to where art “comes from.”  I asked in my previous post if Christian art should have a purpose?  And should a believer’s faith dictate the creative process or not?  “After all,” as Sue commented, “isn’t the fun thing about art the fact that there are no limitations, no road maps and endless possibilities.”

I remember when I was a child with “nothing to do.”  Mom’s typical response to the phrase, “I’m bored,” was met with, “Go read a book, or make me something, or…I could find something for you to do—?”  “Something for you to do” usually meant a task of some sort; folding clothes or polishing furniture.  So I’d usually go retreat to our craft room.  My mother provided a room for my sisters and I where we could go and create anything we could think of.  It was stocked with construction paper, markers, glue sticks, feathers, glitter, water paints, crayons, and pairs of annoyingly blunt scissors.  I spent hours in there creating just for the fun of it.  While I credit that room as being the place that encouraged and developed my creative gifts, creating just for fun has it’s limit.  What do you do with a stack of fifteen, crinkle-dried watercolor paintings after they’ve hung on the ‘fridgerator for three weeks?

The pleasurable side of creating art is important.  It’s raw inspiration flowing out into whatever medium I’m working with at that particular moment.  But few objects of that raw creation ever stick around very long in my life.  I believe those periods of raw creation are what lead into the creation of something important.  We need the raw inspiration to create a final project that is truly a piece of fine art.

The final product is what I’m trying come to grips with.  I can create in the moment of raw inspiration for myself and for my pleasure.  But to create art for everybody else to see?  Well, let’s just say there’s a reason why there are boxes in my room filled with half-completed projects.  They’re just not good enough (or finished) to share with other people.  And I guess this is the difference between art and Art.

I consider my “art” in the small case to be the results of raw inspiration.  Sometimes it’s good.  Sometimes it’s definitely raw, but something is there to be honed and sharpened into something better.  And sometimes it’s a lessoned learned in how to better use a medium as an art form (read: bad result).  And they’re usually created just for me and my enjoyment.  But “Art” in the capital sense is what you see in galleries and museums.  Other people appreciate and enjoy it.  Not very many of those pieces of work are the results of just throwing paint on a canvas.  Granted, a Jackson Pollock may look like that.  But there is serious thought, practice, and purpose to the creative process. 
Even God had a reason when He created: to reflect His glory.  All of Creation reflects His glory.  Even in the vast reaches of space where we cannot see, even with the most powerful telescopes, God’s glory is still being reflected in what He created. 

In last week’s post, I posited that perhaps I love to create because I’m a created being.  Every artist that I’ve come across has a reason why they create.  All you have to do is read their bio and they’ll say why they’re creating.  Sometimes it’s because they’re trying to capture a moment, or convey a thought.  Sometimes an artist is trying to share something with other people through their art.

It is fine art that has the power to impact and change the world.  If God created His Art to reflect His glory, then why should a Christian create Art?

(Part two in a weekly series on Art, Faith and Inspiration.)